Olivia Rodrigo - the grudge (가사/듣기)

 

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I have nightmares each week 'bout that

Friday in May

One phone call from you

And my entire world was changed

Trust that you betrayed

Confusion that still lingers

Took everything I loved and crushed it

In between your fingers

And I doubt you ever think about the damage

That you did

But I hold onto every detail like

My life depends on it

My undying love now I hold it like a grudge

Now I hear your voice every time

That I think I'm not enough

And I try to be tough but I wanna scream

How could anybody

Do the things you did so easily?

And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine

But you know I can't let it go

I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long

It takes strength to forgive

But I don't feel strong

The arguments that

I've won against you in my head

In the shower in the car

And in the mirror before bed

Yeah I'm so tough when I'm alone

And I make you feel so guilty

And I fantasize about a time

You're a little fuckin' sorry

And I try to understand

Why you would do this all to me

You must be insecure you must be so unhappy

And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people

And we both drew blood

But man those cuts were never equal

And I try to be tough but I wanna scream

How could anybody

Do the things you did so easily?

And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine

But you know I can't let it go

I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long

It takes strength to forgive

But I don't feel strong

Ooh ooh ooh do you think I deserved it all?

Ooh ooh ooh your flower's filled with vitriol

You built me up to watch me fall

You have everything and you still want more

I try to be tough I try to be mean

But even after all this you're still everything to me

And I know you don't care I guess that that's fine

But you know I can't let it go

I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long

It takes strength to forgive

But I'm not quite sure I'm there yet

It takes strength to forgive but